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Wednesday, May 16, 2012



i guess today is a devastated day for everyone uh.. break ups, causing hurt to everyone. well thats just life, but still gotta move on uh. even i was sad as well but what to do? just now in twitter, not sure who she is referring again. but she state that "you are always the same" if she is referring to me.. then i am speechless, cos what really i post on twitter doesnt really relate to her, like what i post : if both partner really care for each other then no matter how hard it is they will still endure.. i was kinda retweet it from one of my fren that recently broke up with her bf..doesnt really mean about her and me.. cos i dont even wanna think about it le. if she wanna think that way then let it be ba. make me become the 2nd gl liao.. cant she just think postively to me? hais worry so much for her cos today she stomach pain.. you dont even know i care so much for you but you just being disappointed about what i said on fri. i know its upset of what i said, but i know i am wrong alr.. what can i still do? just only want you to forgive me and be happy liao.. since you no need me then iam also ok liao lor.. hais make things so complicated. i now even fear of smsing you le.. always give cold reply. i dont really want you treat me like ben and chan luh. if i am devil in your life then just banish me off ba.. that not my intention in the very beginning le... i guess i gonna be slowly fixing that missing part alr. a scar will always remain in my heart.


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