every tuesday is my sian day.. different modules with my classmates due to dpp. but good thing is that they accompany me to eat lunch. otherwise.. hais. i feel ok only when my classmates or frens in NP accompany me for lunch. but i feel kinda special if i spend with someone else like her would be better. regardless whether iam with her anot.. oh well here i go again -.- every post have been posting her-related. i must say she actually gave me this chance to reflect on myself by not talking to me.. yea indeed for the past few days, i have been thinking alot. learning every mistakes that i made. she really has make me realized how to be a better person like for instance, patience? and even though no matter how the other party make you du lan you will still have to tank it.  hmm perhaps this break up was right. both of us actually feel better where she has mention in her twitter(which i dont know who she refer to) but if its me.. then yea.. after all these days of thinking deep thoughts down, my love for her will not be fade its bec she is the one i can see in my future. unless sth "happens" for either one of us.. =) i cant really talk to her directly but i may wanna say it here.. take care yourself k? this morning you should bring your jacket along since you are those easily catch cold de>.< then yea i know, tons of assignments you need to do. you will have my moral support uh. even though i dont know whether you want my support anot but i will still give you! =D just do your best in everything le uh. and do rmb to eat when you are hungry uh.. i miss nagging you hais >.<

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